mopey stress-core
it just doesn't do to read too much perry bible fellowship at once. he's hit right on the disturbing vein using familiar comforting childhood images with dark scary adult humor. way more subtle than something like meet the feebles, where you can brace yourself a bit. charming and horrifying in a creeping-in sort of way.
procrastinating. it's easy to see what i have to do, but i hesitate in completing it because when i write the thing and send it in all the potential ways i could have written it narrow down to one, which will prove to be the right one or one of a thousand possible wrong ones. so i fuss and make myself ill with anxiety and cigarettes.
the air has gone through crispness into downright cold. the next time i go to mike's i will be able to see his neighbor's forest of paper lanterns through the naked apricot tree.